Hello there.

I guess its been a while since i last updated. Dropping by work today to complete some portfolios. Apart from piles of workloads at work, its pretty smooth there.

I could hardly sleep last night. Pratically spend the whole night thinking and crying where i went wrong. As I'm updating this, i can hardly type properly without having to have tears trickling down my cheeks. I'm completely speechless. Completely crushed. Felt completely fooled. I 'm not quite sure if its a gift or a curse to discover truths naturally. Either ways, i never asked for it.

I've tried my very best to help in whatever ways i can. I've tried my very best to trust in whatever ways i can even when its the least. I've tried my very best to be a wonderful girlfriend in whatever ways i can. Hence its my duty to forgive in whatever ways i can;

"I choose to stay with him for all the things he did right and not leave him for one thing that he did wrong"- The Vow.

Because I 've always believe there's a little hope somewhere. Always.



But I wonder where did my love went wrong or was it just me?
I'll have none to blame but myself..
I'm prepared for whatever may happen next..
Bismillah..

Hey there,

Feeling alil out of place. Having alot of faith right now but Im still a failure when it comes to holding back my tears. Nonetheless, i still do believe in sunshine after the rain ♥

"Most of the time, it's always better to tell the truth & make someone cry, than tell a lie & make someone smile."

I shall lie in bed now. Am horribly ill.
Goodnight. :)

Just dropping by to say;

I'm in love, again and again and again!

Hey,

Good Morning. Im at work and busy updating. *giggles*
Nothing much precisely. I'd completed my assignments at 2am last night and im very much sleepy right now. I'll be having my individual presentation in school today. So yes, it'll be a dreadful long day for me. Oh dear.

Nonetheless, in the mist of a hectic week, I still managed to spend time with my biggest crush! We had Ben & Jerry's and watched our very first horror movie together. Apart from the terrible terrible terrible movie, everything else was perfect.

And again, how i wish we could have everyday of yesterday. That would be lovely.

Last week of school then i'll be having school breaks. yays!


Good Day.

Hey,

Yes here i am feeling helpless and the only comfort im getting is through my lifejournal. Ive been having bad depressions lately. Terrible ones. Sigh.

I could use some shoulder to cry on. And not drench on my little dinosaur.


Ya Allah... :'(